i have started and stopped many of a blog. i am not sure why. maybe i thought blogging required something from me that i could not give. maybe it still does. i often feel like these social media things want you to be a formula. maybe i am a formula but it's a complicated one.
i am a one of those people who does a few things. i like words, photographs and making art. i enjoy nature but i am a fan of a good house-hunter marathon. i am not a niche writer or easily digested in a small bite. i have nothing much to sale, although i may eventually offer pieces of my art for purchase, but i doubt they will change your life and make you more you. they might make your wall happy and that is something.
so here i am starting yet again. i am not even pulling out my post archives yet. i want to meet this page and not try to box myself into who i think i should be. i am tired of the narrow way of being. the formulas for mass consumption. i know i say this every time and every time i get seduced away from whatever randomness that is calling me. i don't want to get seduced away unless it's truly where i need to go. i want to start here, again.
so let's be honest--there will be a little of everything over here. however, i hope in the midst that i don't try to present myself as authority. i am not an authority on anything. i hope that that i never try to sale anyone a life. you have a life and it's your for the claiming, you don't even need me to tell you that. i hope i keep trying until this becomes what i need it to be or i can just let go for good. i hope i edit and delete to my comfort and aesthetic level. i hope i know it's really not that serious. it's actually quite nice. & i am doing this (mostly) for me. however, i do sincerely hope that my little acts of creative randomness inspires you to do some of your own and vice versa.